26/11/2021
I’m tired of excavating the past
Dwelling on things that didn’t last
I believe I got what I deserved
For bad habits, I have to unlearn
I’m turning on inner lights
Trying to find my soul
Across days and nights
Working to become whole
I wrote to stay alive
As I drifted through the seas
You helped me survive
By giving me more love than it seems
You wore a beautiful dress today
And I only just thought to say
Someday, I want to hear the voice of your heart
And ask you for permission to be a part
I sometimes doubt if I could change
Or that i’m still caught up in old ways
I cast away distress as I turn the page
I put one foot in front of the other, and take it day by day